Sep
23
Inner Thoughts
Filed Under Insurance
As I see my elder sister being taken care of by her daughter, I wonder if I’d be like her when I reach her age. She is just six years older than me, and both of us are suffering the disadvantages of aging. But fortunately for me, I still had the strength to do some things on my own and unlucky for my sister who needed full guidance from us. However I knew that someday, I’d be in her position too, and I wouldn’t like being as idle as what I’d look like. I still want to be the same person back when I was stronger.
Of course, I still want to be productive. I never like being idle and I still want to help them with everything I have. Though I know my efforts would be minimal, the fact that I still get to help them is enough for me. I never want them to do the work.
I want to feel that I am still significant. If my family would take care of me, I want their reason to be love, and not responsibility. Despite my old age, I still have this pride that I’m holding on to. I want to feel that I am needed, just as how much I want to be productive. I never want to become a burden to them and that is why I want to be pampered because I am important to them.
Before I get deeper with my inner wishes, I manage to capture the smile of my sister, happiness is what she expresses with that sweet grin. I look at her family and there I realize that I don’t have to get worried about my inner wishes, for I know it’s not going to be impossible.
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